Our first looks at each other, our first conversation, our first kiss. Our first text message and our first real talk. I’ll never forget. Never forget the feelings and how perfect everything was. We would be awake and chat about everything until the next morning, we could talk in the cellphone for hours without having any words left to say and we could lay down for a very long time. It was love. Real love.
We became closer and closer and when i thought it couldn’t be better you whispered the three most beautiful words in my ear. “I love you” with a cute and innocent smile on your face and said that you never thought you could have this feelings for anyone. It was the best moment of my life. I was in love. Terrible in love. We talked about how our apartment would look like, what names our baby should have etc. Then we laughed for hours about what we just said.
We talked about everything and we laughed, cried and did things together. That was life. You were life. You were the best girlfriend ever and everything would have been meaningless if you weren’t in my life. I would go to the moon, travel round the world and count all the stars. Just for you.
We were so equal you and me, but different at the same time. We had something that other people just could dream of. I’ll never forget how you said I was looking good when I looked the most terrible than ever. And I’ll never forget how special you made me feel every time we met. You hadn’t much friends to talk and I was the only one you fell in love with and I was the only one you ever cared about.
Every time I got a text message from you my heart stopped and every time I saw you call me I got a smile on my lips. You were mine.
But things changed. I can’t count the sleepless nights and how many tears that have fell down on my cheek. I can’t count how many times my heart got in thousand pieces and when everything felt meaningless. I have been so loved by you, but there were times when you have hurt me so badly. I never thought we would come to this part in our relationship were I didn’t show respect to you yet you cared a lot to me and neither can live with or without each other. But now we stand here and don’t know what’s right or wrong. The only thing I know is that “I’LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, NO MATTER WHAT.“